Closing service ... tiredness
Closing service ... tiredness
Today marks the official close of a semester, in fact, of the entire college year since July 06. Somehow, it gives me the feeling that this learning journey has taken a "pause" now that college vacation would have supposedly started after today. Things are supposed to be more slowed down than usual as of now ... till semester begins again in July.
Thank God, I'm also done with my final paper - leaving myself a week to touch-up on what is necessary before handing it in next Friday, which is the due date. All these months of writing, reading, mugging for exams, meeting and discussion for presentations, etc has left me, at this moment, feeling somewhat drained and tired - both physically and intellectually. This feeling came on so strong, especially this afternoon as a classmate solicit my help to edit her paper before she turn it in today. For an instant, I was terrified of writing papers, reading papers, and editing papers. It took me an hour or so reading it in the college computer lab with her, and doing the editing for her. After that, I just felt so zapped!
Sigh* even though my papers and assignments are more or less done, I've still got a teaching session that I need to prepare for - ABear had asked me to teach a session on "OT Survey" in church next Wed. It's part of my FE assignment and throughout the last few months when I was supposed to be actively involved in church for my FE, he has been both understanding and accomodating towards my tight schedule both in school and college. I can't get myself to start preparing for this session yet - somehow I just feel so drained, and so tired. I guess my battery needs a bit of recharge before I can sprint or run forward with zeal again. But I can't put it off for too long ... hope to get started real soon - at least by tomorrow ...
Today marks the official close of a semester, in fact, of the entire college year since July 06. Somehow, it gives me the feeling that this learning journey has taken a "pause" now that college vacation would have supposedly started after today. Things are supposed to be more slowed down than usual as of now ... till semester begins again in July.
Thank God, I'm also done with my final paper - leaving myself a week to touch-up on what is necessary before handing it in next Friday, which is the due date. All these months of writing, reading, mugging for exams, meeting and discussion for presentations, etc has left me, at this moment, feeling somewhat drained and tired - both physically and intellectually. This feeling came on so strong, especially this afternoon as a classmate solicit my help to edit her paper before she turn it in today. For an instant, I was terrified of writing papers, reading papers, and editing papers. It took me an hour or so reading it in the college computer lab with her, and doing the editing for her. After that, I just felt so zapped!
Sigh* even though my papers and assignments are more or less done, I've still got a teaching session that I need to prepare for - ABear had asked me to teach a session on "OT Survey" in church next Wed. It's part of my FE assignment and throughout the last few months when I was supposed to be actively involved in church for my FE, he has been both understanding and accomodating towards my tight schedule both in school and college. I can't get myself to start preparing for this session yet - somehow I just feel so drained, and so tired. I guess my battery needs a bit of recharge before I can sprint or run forward with zeal again. But I can't put it off for too long ... hope to get started real soon - at least by tomorrow ...
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