And the second teardrop continues ...
And the second teardrop continues ...
Sigh* I "hate" myself!!! Arrgghhh ... I'm just not someone who's good at controlling my tears, especially when my emotions are so "provoked".
Yesterday the farewell was at school level, during morning assembly. Today, it was at the staff level and when my P said those words of affirmation and gratitude, uncontrollably the drizzle began ...
Before my P prayed for me, she invited the staff to each on their own say a prayer for me, and one of my colleague later said to me, the impression he received from the Lord during that moment was "Youth". I guess I would need more confirmation about how the Lord is leading, as I've shared with the staff - at this point of time, I really don't know where the Lord will lead in 2 years' time after I finished theological studies. One thing I do know, however, is that my heart still does beat with the youths, and my passion still lies with wanting to minister to them. Feelings aside, it's how the Lord will lead, and I just pray that I'll be obedient to Him.
The name-plate which the students gave described the meaning of my name as "Fair lady" with the words from Prov 31:26 "She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness." - may I truly live to what God has created me to be, and be a person of grace, in my actions and speech.
Thank you for all your prayers, love and support - it works both ways - just as you said I have been a blessing, all of you my colleagues and students have also been a blessing to me in my journey of life.
Sigh* I "hate" myself!!! Arrgghhh ... I'm just not someone who's good at controlling my tears, especially when my emotions are so "provoked".
Yesterday the farewell was at school level, during morning assembly. Today, it was at the staff level and when my P said those words of affirmation and gratitude, uncontrollably the drizzle began ...
Before my P prayed for me, she invited the staff to each on their own say a prayer for me, and one of my colleague later said to me, the impression he received from the Lord during that moment was "Youth". I guess I would need more confirmation about how the Lord is leading, as I've shared with the staff - at this point of time, I really don't know where the Lord will lead in 2 years' time after I finished theological studies. One thing I do know, however, is that my heart still does beat with the youths, and my passion still lies with wanting to minister to them. Feelings aside, it's how the Lord will lead, and I just pray that I'll be obedient to Him.
The name-plate which the students gave described the meaning of my name as "Fair lady" with the words from Prov 31:26 "She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness." - may I truly live to what God has created me to be, and be a person of grace, in my actions and speech.
Thank you for all your prayers, love and support - it works both ways - just as you said I have been a blessing, all of you my colleagues and students have also been a blessing to me in my journey of life.
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