Scary!

Scary!

It's scary to have your boss tell you everyone's (himself, your other colleagues, the school, the theological college, your church, etc, etc) watching you ... to see if this system of part-time studies and full-time work should be continued. It's scary to know that you are going to be the guinea-pig for this experiment and if you succeed, well and good, your colleagues may have a chance to follow in your footsteps ... if you don't ... I wouldn't dare imagine.

God has always been good and His grace has always been sufficient - and I'm sure He will see me through the entire study at theological college - reminding me to always do my best, giving me strength when I feel weak, keeping me alert and awake for all the piles and piles of reading. And hey! I'm so proud to say I've been able to complete all my readings the past 4 weeks - I've not let any lecturer, myself or God down !! Yey! PTL!

Speaking about the goodness of God, I must never fail to give thanks for the good bunch of colleagues in school that so willingly and readily step forward to support me in my absence. Have you ever heard of a ministry staff in charge of chapel being absent from chapel when it's her duty to take care of it ? Well, my principal graciously gave me the consent and blessing to do so, especially when she knew the module I need to take on chapel day is the core module that will decide my fate for the subsequent year's subjects. WOW! And she even arranged for one of the teacher to stand in and be the "acting CMS". SMILES!

God really sends blessings and rain down from heaven what you can't even keep - I feel really loved when colleagues come up to ask me, "How are you coping with studies?", "I'm praying for you", "Why are you back in the morning - don't you have class ? Are you going to make it on time?"

What more can I say, God's grace is indeed more than sufficient! My ex-boss always say there's 2 schools he will share this "MGS" verse with, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." - 2 Cor 12:9. I'll leave you to guess which 2 schools he's talking about =)

Scary? No more ... no need to =)

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