This time of the semester ... =(
This time of the semester ... =(
Sigh* it's THIS time of the semester again ... =( where it's another busy and peak period to rush out papers, mug for exams, finish up readings and stuff.
Well, so far my results have been up to my own expectations, although I had wished for a certain paper to be done better than expected, but thus far the others are ... well, no complains.
There are 3 papers to submit, 2 exams coming up, and a couple of readings to clear ... and THERE'S GREEK to revise every week - whose list of vocab is just adding on more and more, and whose words just declen and change like ... I don't even recognize it lor =( Have been telling my friends "I NEED AN EXTERNAL HARD DISK" - to be wired and connected to my memory overload brain.
Honestly, although I'm satisfied with the results of my Greek quizzes and exam, but I'm beginning to feel really drained by all the revision and memory work that increases week after week. A few times I just had the urge to say, "I'm throwing in the towel. That's it, I'm quitting, I'm retaining my memory space for other subjects." but then on the other hand, I just couldn't convince myself to give up - being someone who's determined to achieve what I set out to, and being someone who's not a quitter. So you see, I'm being "pulled" in 2 different directions - I'm really, really, and seriously, seriously on the verge of wanting to give up Greek, but yet this "fighter" and competitive side of me says "NOPE! If others can do it, I can too ..." I'm just really drained even by the own psychological battle I'm battling within myself ... =(
Someone please show me what to do with my limited memory space, and my problem of memory overload .... arrrghhhh !!!
Sigh* it's THIS time of the semester again ... =( where it's another busy and peak period to rush out papers, mug for exams, finish up readings and stuff.
Well, so far my results have been up to my own expectations, although I had wished for a certain paper to be done better than expected, but thus far the others are ... well, no complains.
There are 3 papers to submit, 2 exams coming up, and a couple of readings to clear ... and THERE'S GREEK to revise every week - whose list of vocab is just adding on more and more, and whose words just declen and change like ... I don't even recognize it lor =( Have been telling my friends "I NEED AN EXTERNAL HARD DISK" - to be wired and connected to my memory overload brain.
Honestly, although I'm satisfied with the results of my Greek quizzes and exam, but I'm beginning to feel really drained by all the revision and memory work that increases week after week. A few times I just had the urge to say, "I'm throwing in the towel. That's it, I'm quitting, I'm retaining my memory space for other subjects." but then on the other hand, I just couldn't convince myself to give up - being someone who's determined to achieve what I set out to, and being someone who's not a quitter. So you see, I'm being "pulled" in 2 different directions - I'm really, really, and seriously, seriously on the verge of wanting to give up Greek, but yet this "fighter" and competitive side of me says "NOPE! If others can do it, I can too ..." I'm just really drained even by the own psychological battle I'm battling within myself ... =(
Someone please show me what to do with my limited memory space, and my problem of memory overload .... arrrghhhh !!!
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